I don't think I am ready

So, last week I called a Mother's Day Out program. It's this beautiful church on Memorial. I have been there a few times to deliver some group pizzas. They always tip really well and every one's really nice. So, I called them to get Dru on a waiting list. Christy put Mason on a waiting list for a day care and it took like 6 months! So, I figured that would give me plenty of time to make sure he's got the bottle thing down pat and such.
Well, they called me back today and there is currently no wait for his class.

: ( I don't think i am ready. But I know he is- So, we're gonna check it out on Monday and if I like it then he will start on Wednesday. He will only go Wednesdays. 9:15 am - 2:15 pm. It's not much- just gives me a chance to get some school work done in that time... or run to wal-mart baby-less. There are a lot of things I need to do that I can do in that time. I just hope I don't get tempted to sleep during that time. That's a very me thing to do.

Wednesday's the perfect day to do it too. Billy works and then goes to school so I usually am about ready to cry by the end of the day if Dru has been fussy.


I guess I am kinda excited. I warned her on the phone I would probably cry though when I dropped him off the first few times!